I love Ashie ... she's my number one wife. No matter what we are going though whether it's personal or not, we are there for each other. We've been through everything together, we've made it through a huge fight and we are still there for each other. We went almost a whole school year of not talking to each other and then we made up. We are closer now than we have ever been even though we don't live close to each other. We talk all the time and we tell each other everything. She's my wife and we love each other always and forever. I love you so much Ashie ...

Let me tell you about Friday. Me and Tim have made plans for like 3 weeks in a row, and finally we got to hang out. Yippie!? Well, he didn't come to school Friday, because he went to his mom's Christmas party for work. I was lost in school ... I was so lonely walking to my classes, but I got over it ... hehe! So, Tim came up to school after school let out, and we met up there. We hung out there for a little while, and I showed Jennifer my tongue ring, and I wanted to show the baby, but he was sleeping. So when Jennifer was leaving, me and Tim walked to his house.

He got showered and all that good stuff .... o0oo0 wheee .... does he smell god, it's increibly orgasmic ... hehe ... So after his shower we went up to the movies. We saw King Kong! It was a good movie. Every person I tell that we went to the movies, they are like, "did you guys play the kissing game?" I'm like umm .. of course we did, but only three times during the movie, we actually watched the movie ... hehe .... It was a long movie, 3 hours, my ass was so0o numb when the movie was over. So, we went back to Tim's house after the movie, and on the walk back to Tim's house, we talked alot .. and I had to pee really bad. So, as soon as we got back to his house, I ran for the bathroom. LOL ...

Tim's mom was still at her Christmas party and his dad had gone out ...so no one was home ... we played the kissing game a little more ... hehe .... who0oa eeee .... Ash ... let me tell you ... o0opps wait I already did ... hehe ....

Well, my dad came to pick my up at 8, and he gave Tim a ride to Matt's house. Tim got in the truck and my dad and him shook hands, it was the weirdest thing for me .... lol ... and the greeted each other and stuff ... !?!? And then I went to my grandpops house, but that was boring. I just wanted to post something about my absolute great date with my baby!?!?

I LOVE TIMOTHY PATRICK!!! <33

Okay, so to finish off for the day, from earlier that is. Okay ... my weekend was good ... my birthday was on Saturday ... that was great. I got my tongue peirced on Friday (which by the way, now my best friend hates me and wont talk to me)... and I have just now started eating regular food again ... good bye yogurt and pudding and jello and apple sauce. Not that I don't like those things, but being stuck eating just that for like the past three days, it's really not cool. Okay so anyways ... I went to see Narnia on Saturday. I loved that movie, but that's just me. Hell, I loved the book too. It honestly doesn't take much to please me ... hehe ... oops, I didn't mean to make that sound dirty.

So anyways. I changed my belly ring to one of the one's that my sister bought me. I love it .... It's like hot pink ... w00t!?!?!? okay, so I don't know what else to write about .....

Oh wait yea I do .... I'm so excited ... I get to hang out with Tim this friday. After school we are going to his house ... and then to the movies ... and then back to his house ....
Yippie ... I'm excited because the last two times that we made plans .. well things didn't go quite our way ... other things came up and we had to cancel and other stuff ... but it looks like this friday is good .... w00t!! .... be happy for me!?!?!!?!?

Nothing much has really happened since my last post. Martin is still a dick, of course. Me and my ex b/f fought again, that's nothing new at all. We fight all the time, but we are fine now. This time, things don't feel the same, this last fight was something, and I feel like he's still upset. Which I don't blame him for being so. but we're okay and talking now.

okay, my class is ending I will write more in a little while

I am so sick and tired of all the games that guys play. Well, not all guys, just one guy in particular ... MARTIN!! Everything that he had said to me was a freaking lie. OMG ... he was just playing me the whole time ... and that is some bull shit.

First off, he had admitted to me that he liked Kim before me... and I just let it go. Well I was just told that apparently Martin was still intested in Kim during the trip and still is. He said that the only reason he hasn't said anything to Kim is because her and Scott are going out, and so Kim told Martin that they really aren't going out. So Martin turns around and says, oh so then I have a chance with you and all .....

OMG ... he just fucking used me to get to my best friend. I don't want to look at him ever again. He makes me fucking sick. Oh and now he's also trying to hook up with our friend Shannon. WTF!? How weird is it that we are all also the same three girls who were together during the trip. What a fucking asshole? I could just spit in his face right now ... it's really not cool at all.

Oh well, I am not going to sweat Martin. He's just being a jerk. I have someone now ....      T I M !!!!!! (thanks to my lil sissie ... I LOVE YOU JEN) and from what I can see, he likes me and we are okay together. He's not all clingy and has to hang on me, and he's not interested in any of my friends. So that is good!! Everything started out with us being just a hook up ... but then he was like, no I'd rather have you just to myself, so yea, things are good now!!!